Sorry I took a day off yesterday and took my boys to the zoo. We fed the giraffes It was great... Here is the thing my husband is so numb to any emotion . He is stoic. I on the other hand as a ball of emotions with no poker face. He hired her and he told her it was only to get me to sign the divorce papers. You know here is the thing..I love who he was not who he is..I am moving on in that aspect but I need his ptsd addressed before i sign the divorce. I need to make sure my boys are safe...and you know what?! I need it for me ...for validation. I have been on eggshells made out to be the bad person. When the last half of 2014 I was in bed crying myself to sleep..he was just so cold..He makes me out to be a lunatic...and i play right into it. He knows how to trigger my fears and needs. I am working on this with my own private therapist
It was great...