""yesterday, you said - "i was thinking what type of relationship i would have with him, he's in joburg, i'm in cape town. I would see him every second month. that wouldn't work"
This makes me question your commitment and remorse for your actions. I am plan B. You can fight it, but i am. It's much easier to come back to me, than to leave me. You are just buying time until the next bombdrop. What is your goal in telling her this? All it does is reinforce this. It isnt going to suddenly turn you into Plan A...
also, you say that you want to meet him again to obtain closure. i need to be honest with you and that is not a way for you to rebuild my trust.
If you want to regain my trust, i need you to be honest, with yourself first, and then me."" Now is not the time to tell her what you need. She doesnt give a [censored] about your needs. You are Plan B, remember?
Please. Stop sending these texts. They are NOT helping you.
