Wow what a roller coaster I'm on! I thought I was getting better but since H received deed of separation it has gone pretty nasty! Last week he put in less child maintenance money and found our yesterday on OW's FB page that he went away for his birthday! He told me he couldn't pay more because he has been off work! I challenged him and got a nasty text saying that it was none oft business what he does in his personal time. To which I reply when it involves non payment of mortgage and child maintenance it becomes my problem.
Then he threatened me with behaving towards me like he does with his first parner! I replied that it's funny that when it comes to him hearing few home truth he becomes nasty. I told him that in time I'll be happy for him if OW makes him happy. That she is beautiful and obviously get kids are old enough so she can completely focus on him and meet his needs.
I though I was doing so well, why does it hurts so much. In a couple of weeks there is his niece wedding and even if I said I'd be going I don't want as I know it's going to hurt to see her getting married while my marriage ended abruptly!
