5 weeks in since she said she doesnt love me.

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I have the DR book and am seeing a counselor (alone), i offered but she was not interested at all.

I broke down alittle bit today but thankfully noone was home. Her not wearing her ring and mentioning she wants to move on and just the other day she said she'd be responsible with my son when being with other guys. Has worn me down.

I cant bear the thought of leaving my son but if she wants to end our marriage so badly i feel now i will let her go, although i might change my mind tomorrow, my emotions are a whack. Problem is i think she is waiting for me to leave.

I want to have this talk, letting her know i love her and i want to work things out but if she feels the need to be with another man than she should go. Should i wait while continue doing 180s? Im seeing counsellor on monday afternoon but feel i might break this weekend.