14 days of sheer hell

[DDJ]

@darknes, it appears that my wife is out of the fog. I don't necessarily want to be divorced, but i don't want to have to deal with the insanity either. She came out of the fog yesterday when i told her that i want the divorce, for the second time...

I don't think that i can act on logic, this is too counter-intuitive for me to cope with.I need to be irrational, it's the only thing that makes sense.

I am trying to bring her back in, but I am scared that if i let her in too soon, she'll just relapse. She did say that she is willing to go for counselling so that we can rebuild.