Thanks Rick <3. I'm trying to constantly remind myself it's not me. According to the decisions he is making, it's definitely not me. I saw my IC last night and told her of the new revelations and she was just shocked at some things I told her. She told me I really dodged a bullet. Thank God at one point I didn't pick up my life and move it there. I just seem to have a very hard time getting over people I let in and love hurting me. I'm very bad at getting over it, because I still have the good things that fill up my heart, and the good things, always take more power over the bad things for some reason....
I'm still feeling pretty hurt, but I'll get over it. When I am hurt like this, I can't eat much and I drop a few pounds......
Which is good because I am going to JAMACIA May 22nd!!!! Me and my BFF all inclusive at a top of the line resort, adults only! I am booked! Beyond excited, just what I need.
Oh, and listen to this. My dad and his wife's wedding anniversary was the 12th. I called my dad and wished them a happy anniversary. I thought it was a nice gesture. Well, he is not talking to me because he is mad that I did not deliver a separate call to his wife that day. WTF?! I always thought an anniversary is something special between a husband and wife, I wished them a happy anniversary, and I figured he would share the sentiment. Nope, I am now the bad child.
Sometimes I feel like I can't win. Everyone, including my IC agrees he's being dumb. So I'm going to let him cool off and come to me when he is ready. But I won't be apologizing for this one.
