I am not sure why but I am feeling really low I really do not know what to do I feel there's nothing I can do to make anything any better I have tried working on me....But I am scared ....I have gone out for a drive and I am sitting in my car on a fu(king bridge debating if I should jump end my pain and then I think about my kids and,think,how selfish would that be,
I need help I am scared if I contact my doctor or book in to the hospital then will this reduce my chance,of me getting custody or access to my children
I wanted to be able to fix this
I am sorry I am feeling sorry for myself
Me:48 W 41 M:18 T:26 2 D 18 & 4 2 S 17 & 13 Bomb: 20/7/2015 in house separation D filed 06/17 Separate houses 10/17 D Final 29/12//17.