Well, you're free to do what you want to do. That's not a bad thing. Your life belongs only to you now. You answer to no one. You don't have to check with anyone about anything. You're going to be ok. You really are. Do more GAL and find things that make you happy. Personally I'd advise you to date at least one of your H's friends. A single person he's known for years as a friend. Trust me, they'll go out with you. That would drive him absolutely nuts. You might as well have some fun and drive him crazy in the process.
