Thank you Phoebe for the support. I really do need some relief so I can think, feel and act straight. When I am shaking uncontrollably it really does not help me in communicating with calm, confidence or validation, even though the logical brain is telling me he right things.
That and it is physically exhausting which is a whole other challenge.
I'll get this all together......I have a couple of pretty important reasons to do so. And I still have hope in the MR, it is getting smaller, but it is still there.
Me 46 Former W 46 D19 D7 BD Feb 2016 WAW moves out 4/16/16 D final 6/1/2017
It's time for me to start changin' the way I look at the world......and at myself. ~James Howlett aka Wolverine