I'm so sorry that your are here, Klassic, and for the situation you are in.
Your efforts to help yourself are very admirable. I agree with PigPen. You XH needs to heal, as I suspect you do, as well. Perhaps continuing to have physical relations with your XH is very confusing to both of you right now? Certainly pursuing him is unlikely to be a helpful strategy.
H: 44, Me: 45 Married: 20 y Together: 25 y no kids Walk away: 12/15 Asked for temp separation 12/25/15 PA confirmed 3/16 (apparently neither the first, nor the last PA he has had) H filed for D 5/16
