WAW still behaving angry and moving to divorce

[Phoebe]

Your counselor is right SadHub - get thee to a real doctor.

I am right there with you on the anxiety, and some days there is just no getting a handle on the evil anxiety beast short of pharmaceutical assistance (in my case, Xanax). My parents keep telling me it's not something I should be relying on, and implying I should avoid taking anything at all, but you know what? I am having problems coping and I refuse to feel badly because I can't meet the expectations of other people. If a stupid little pill that I take once every few days or even once every couple weeks helps me get through a mine field of triggers, then so be it.

Help yourself, and soon, both for yourself and for your children!

Sending you good thoughts, SadHub.