Thank you LiM and Jeep74. It seems like from your guidance the best thing for me to do is accept and move forward. H has made it clear that he no longer wants this M and I can't make him change his mind.
So with that I want to thank everyone for the kindness and at times hope, but looking at his recent action with the email I am letting go. I know that my M is over and I accept that. I hope others have better success in their stiches.
Thank you fellow DBers for the shoulder.
Me:33 H:34 T: 3yrs M: 2yrs H depression triggered and we are "unhealthy": 7/15 H wants to "make it work" 12/28 BD: 3/10/16