Was just thinking. During our conversation on the phone, the longest in ages, he mentioned about me thinking of him as a ducking asle. This had puzzled me as why would he cares about what I think of him?
He hasn't mentioned D, just that the financial side of things to be taken care of! In two months I'll know if he files for it as he said he would. You know what I'm fine with it, I'm at peace. I feel I did my best to save my M. I'm better physically, emotionally and I can say I feel I'm no longer depressed. Don't wake up/ nor fall asleep thinking about him. I do think during the day but only when something prompts it, then I let it go.
Does anyone know about a manual/ book into men's brain? Couldn't all if us in MLC chip in and write a chapter each and get published! :-).
Anyway it's nice to vent here and to say that I'm feeling again in a good place today. I was feeling like that before the convo with H, so
