That makes sense, of course we fear loss. At the end of the day it was more than just sex, they way it started she hugged me tight from behind in a sensual way as if longing for more than just sex a desire for the connection to still be there. And the after when she came out and cuddled with me, a desire to still have that closeness not just sex.
However it is now my job to ensure that she believes I think it was just sex even if it wasn't for her or for me. If she initiates again I will have to make a decision at that point and determine what the best course of action is.
First date 12/24/13 M 3/12/14 BD 2/8/16 Working on it alone since 2/8/16 Doing things wrong 2/8/16 Doing things different 3/12/16
