I wrote the letter and sent it last night. It's a little different than the first one given light of the new situation. it wasn't mean, but it had a lot of truth about how everything has made me feel. It was the right move for me, to move on.
In other news, I am not going to Israel anymore. Too much money. My friend is still going, I am thankful. We will definitely be on a vacation together, maybe cali first week in June. it would have been a trip of a life time, but responsibilities first!