Thanks y'all. I feel bad if I leave anyone out in my replies, but please know I read and appreciate every person who visits. And Karen--maybe our paths WILL cross one day.
If I wasn't clear on the Yahoo stuff, recognize that it's another effort to change some of the dynamic. W says she feels trapped in the M and gets angry that I'm not moving forward with her lawyer--although I've been waiting four months for something!!!!
I told W that I was just seeing what's out there if the M ends AND that I really wasn't into it. I could have said that I believe anything more than just a meeting was contrary to the Bible, AND even the meeting was contrary to Jesus's will, but I left that alone. If it comes up again, I'll probably just say I wasn't into it because I was not truly interested from the outset--but needed a peek at my future if the M ends. As to the "What if you found a connection" query--I may just say, "That would be great. There are lots of woman I've met through work with whom I have a connection and this would be no different."
Eddy said his C says jealousy is a sign that W is not ready to let go. Despite her words to the contrary, that's the sign I got last night that provides a ray of hope. And if not, I still feel good about myself and that I have behaved in a manner consistent with my beliefs.
