Unsure of what's next

[LiM]

You haven't detached iwad. That's your problem. You are hanging on to everything he says and does to you. That's what is causing you so much grief. DETACH girl. Start moving on with your life. That doesn't mean that you are giving up on our M but you MUST start taking care of yourself and right now, you aren't. His strange behavior is because he is very conflicted. He's very confused. Spend this time becoming AWESOME iwad and show him what he's missing. Get on FB. Get social. Get out and GAL. You won't be able to accomplish anything until you are able to detach from him. You don't know if he is going to come back or if he is gone for good. So you need to take care of yourself regardless. Start living a life without him. You will see that you will be ok. The pain and anguish is there but it will diminish as you learn to live without him. If he never comes back, then you know you don't need him. If he does come back, then great. But doing what you are doing now isn't taking care of you. Start there and detach. Let him go. By letting him go, you can do what needs to be done to get him back.