Have not updated in awhile because I was hoping to see how things were progressing in my stich. My H started calling me about every 4 days or so... He has called about 4 times since the BD and I have been employing DB techniques.
As you know the first call when wellish, the second he was irritated, the third and fourth seemed better. Each time he has been the one to say let me call you in a couple of days. The last call he even said let's talk next week (now this week) and figure some things out - I honestly have not been reading too much into our conversations, but he seemed to be progressing in a more positive direction (never mentioning D on the calls).
...then today
an email, early afternoon, that talked about how sad he was and that he wants to me to be happy in the future and so he is looking into how to file in my state.
...wtf
what happened? I genuinely saw baby steps of progress, DB techniques working, and then this?
I guess I read things the wrong way and nothing was actually shifting. I feel foolish. I also do not have the fortitude to carry on. I cannot stand the constant rejection. H is moving forward with the D it seems, so there's nothing else for me to do.
Me:33 H:34 T: 3yrs M: 2yrs H depression triggered and we are "unhealthy": 7/15 H wants to "make it work" 12/28 BD: 3/10/16
