Way Too Late Pt 3

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Journaling:
I guess this is how it always kind of works, people log in constantly at first, and as they slowly lose hope drift away as their new lives begin to form.

I still hold out hope, but the flame is barely a glimmer now. I have reason to believe the W and OM are no longer an item, but I also don't have any reason to think that the W considers me a plan B either.

At this point I'm not quite sure what to do, it's sort of like trying anything at this point is doing something. Doing nothing hasn't worked. The court date (possibly last) is fast approaching. I'm not sure if reaching out in some way (pursuing though it may be) could possibly cause any more harm. Try as I might, I still love her and miss her something awful. In spite of everything.