I ultimately want to save the M. I feel this could be a way to reunite us, however I also feel like I shouldn't push for more sex, make her want it and not show that I am craving it.

Then again my emotions are all over the place, up and down left and right. She may just be using me. But she may also just be confused about everything.

I need not think about her thoughts. I need to focus on myself, more art, more involvement in this band, I'm currently creating logos.


First date 12/24/13
M 3/12/14
BD 2/8/16
Working on it alone since 2/8/16
Doing things wrong 2/8/16
Doing things different 3/12/16