I made the decision to come to this thread instead of Divorce But Not Done, because XW isn't the person I knew. She has her drug. We have no relationship. She wants no part of my life unless she wants something. In my previous posts you can easily tell I carried hope with expectation for a long time. I do miss the person I built a life with, the true mother of my kids. But that person no longer exists.
I've spent a lot of time reading, educating myself, and growing. However, I spent a lot of time trying to be there for her and make an impact as well. Although that hasn't happened recently. I think continuing my path with a focus on my children and my life is all I need to be concerned with and act on.
Me: 32 W: 29 T:8 M: 6 D4 S2 M - 8/2008 W is not happy - 1/2014 W wants D - 9/2014 W moved out - 11/2014 D filed - 1/23/2015 D'ed - 2/25/2015 Gave X the Letter - 11/10/2015
