Where I am...

[mahhhty]

G - Thanks for checkin in! I haven't been here in a long time and certainly a lot has happened.

Her surgery went well (as far as I know). I heard there were complications but I never actually got all the information. To my knowledge she has recovered and is doing well. Her father got his kidney last week as well. Someone in California was a match and they shipped the kidney coast to coast.

Work.. I'm struggling to keep all parts of my work life together. My current job (that pays the bills) is at odds for my time with my startup (and the startups thanks to my startup). The startup is a major business for a small city's revitalization (and its my passion). So truly amazing that I have made it this far, this past week we had over $2K in sales our biggest grossing week so far. Its truly incredible. I love the journey and am so GRATEFUL for the support I have received; friends, citizens, and my parents. My Mom and Dad have bent over backwards to help me through this.

Women... So I met a couple of different girls up near the startup. They are keeping tabs on me through a friend. My guy friends want me to get back on the horse just for a night here and there. We were drinking one night and I let it slip that I hadn't since before she left. Then they signed me up for more online dating. These sites just prove that there are crazy people out there. However, I'm now talking to a bunch of different women on there.

X-Wife... By the end of this month, I will have had the kids 23 more days than she has this year. She has promised to go to soccer and missed, told them she would see them and then didn't. She never approached me about Kindergarten, so I signed my D up, after X got angry (I didn't respond).

She recently posted on FB about how her amazing boyfriend donated his kidney. It was very touching (please read sarcasm). The most disturbing thing for me to see it she had to make it a public global post (b/c I don't follow her on anything). Similarly, when my friends told me to check it out, they asked why she still has pictures of us together on her FB page. Its confusing but I don't even dare take a guess.

My first full time employee at the startup is divorced and has been for 8 years. Over that time, he has barely seen his children. His X-Wife is a swindler and routinely doesn't adhere to court orders. She has made it extremely hard for him. In a way, hearing his story and his desperation made me grateful for the condition of my divorce. Crazy right???

I am my kid's rock. I am their lighthouse. That will not ever change.

But... I don't belong in this forum.