Been traveling for work a lot lately, so has been hard to check in on this board...

No changes in R. WAW is no longer talking about wanting out, and we've settled into this friendly roommate like arrangement. I guess that's better than the alternative, certainly for our kids since we're both around, no fighting, etc.

I've been struggling personally as there's been a lot of deaths around me recently. A co-worker died in an accident at a conference we were all at, and a new hire on my team had her sister die suddenly. These have hit me really hard as I've just wanted to hug my whole family, but I can't given current sitch. These events drove home that life is too short, and I'm feeling a lot of grief even though these people weren't that close to me - I just want to have my family back... I just want some joy in my life...

I guess its normal to be extra emotional given the roller coaster last 4 months...


Me 48 W46
S16 D13 D10