Thank you for the information ItHurts I have been looking at it as a possible positive, but not an all together rescue for the R. I still act as if she is leaving I will still continue to follow the same path I have been on. She says papers are on the way, we will see what happens if/when they show up. She kept saying that it was just sex and for me I felt that she was trying to convince herself that it meant nothing. Honestly I know it wasn't just sex but on the outside I will portray that it was just sex for me and nothing more. She said she doesn't want it to get complicated for me, again makes me feel she is trying to convince herself that she is done or something, regardless I am trying not to overthink what she is thinking or think about her thoughts at all, even though it is difficult.
First date 12/24/13 M 3/12/14 BD 2/8/16 Working on it alone since 2/8/16 Doing things wrong 2/8/16 Doing things different 3/12/16
