No End in Sight

[TimR]

Lol funny story. Guess I am still the topic of conversation at family gatherings. Plus, grandmother is now sending messages with S13 for me, such as stop being such a coward and pay for the divorce and something else he could not remember. I asked was it something good, S13 laughed and said she doesn't say anything good about me.

He did make the comment that WW was laughing about me being alone for the rest of my life. S13 corrected her and mentioned that I have a person I am dating. Grandmother, then speculated on how ugly she is.... S13 then corrected her and mentioned how the Jr. and Sr. High wrestling teams always talked during the season about how pretty she is. LMAO.

I guess that stopped the conversation for awhile, until WW started grilling S13 about if I was asking about her OM2. He told her no, and that didn't say anymore. Since I am not worried about what she thinks, I did not ask anything.

Well that is my update. I am going to file but am waiting until I have some extra money. Within the next month or so. Although I was going to wait until she filed because I paid everything else in the marriage and she left me the two bills she was supposed to pay 6 months or so overdue. However, I think that is just me trying to control her. Since I am ready to be out there is no reason to prolong it. Additionally, it will be a good step in my healing and regaining myself for me to file.