Thank you Vise, Txhubby and GWH for the encouragement and words of advice. I feel a he// of a lot better knowing I did not jump completely off of the ledge.

I think the anger that surged through made me feel like I was ready to just drop the dang rope already. But I know better. I just have suppressed the anger for these past months, and the energy was surging into self doubt and anxiety. And in the moments after the call with the WAW I felt almost like I was just done with it all. I know I am not, but your words of encouragement help me know that I am on the right track and still have somethings to learn.

The support here from everyone is a Godsend.

Thank you

Me 46 Former W 46
D19 D7
BD Feb 2016
WAW moves out 4/16/16
D final 6/1/2017

It's time for me to start changin' the way I look at the world......and at myself. ~James Howlett aka Wolverine