Hey don't be so hard on your self. So you stated a fact with what she does with your feelings.

Don't get too hung up on it, Continue your path , Your GAL, your taking care of yourself first.

Do what is best for you. At this point is it all moving with the Lawyer? She is forced to act on things now. If not and its your best interest then wait till she does want to talk.

Me late 30's
W mid 30's
T 15, M 10
S4, S7
ILYBNILWY June 2015
In house S July 2015
W rings off Oct 2015
My ring off Feb 2015
Separate houses June 2016