WAW still behaving angry and moving to divorce

[SH_]

Update,

Today may have been the final dagger in the heart, and my final grade in Dbing may now be an F.

I reached out to the WAW to share the updates from the L for the finance agreement that she wanted completed.

She went into a rage blaming me for only thinking about money and not doing anything to help her out and that I always say I want to help the family, but the truth is I don't. She said she is sorry but that is how she feels, and she will talk to her lawyer and submit the final paperwork for the D. She then threw out some more accusations at me around it all and said that she is just done and will only talk to me about the girls. She said that I just keep doing what everyone else tells me to do and don't ever try and do what is just right. She said that she hopes that I know deep down that what I am doing is wrong because I am just taking everything away from her.

I validated her feeling around this and shared that I am working to stay out of emotions so that the decisions now are focused on the best for everyone down the road.

WAW then stated that I need to stop avoiding the emotions and use them to do what is right and let them out.

Here is where I let the button push me over the edge. I replied that I can not express my emotions because you tend to twist them up and then tell me how I feel and its like a sucker punch to my gut when you do that.

Needless to say, she hung up on me and now I am back to thinking she will avoid me and avoid any conversations needed to move through this mess.

Oh goodness what to do now?