Hi all. Thanks for the kind words. I am struggling quite badly today with the loss of the family unit. I'm accepting and that's ok but it's difficult not to feel rejected and that I'm not good enough. I say this sincerely because I know plenty of my friends on here will leap to reassure me that I'm a decent person. So please don't feel the need to this time
I'm on the sorry go round and feeling that I can't seem to get off. I know how lucky I am to have my kids and I'm very fortunate compared to others on here that EXW keeps her life to herself
The stomach turning pain from BD is long gone and now I just get down when I think of how it could have and used to be
I will have much better days so I just need to move through this one
