Aw phoebe I feel for you, I'm the same I have anxiety and depression and this $hi* really doesn't help.

Jksd I have a feeling he is going to say this isn't working and that he has tried and maybe we should d. He s already he isn't happy and that this isn't working and he has been trying the last year.

This is when I was caught of guard and said we've hardly tried. Oops.

Last night he was in a horrific mood. I went to bed and started watching some box set. He got in bed and watched with me. No words were exchanged.

Shall not mind read. He's clearly caught up in a drama.

Tried to appear cool calm collected. This will get better as my acting skills improve. Gone to work. Trying to pretend nothing is happening. I'm in line for a promotion and will not let this affect it.

Me 26 H 25
M 4
T 5
Baby born 4/14
BD: 1/15
EA: 2/15
PA: 4/15
reconciling: 4/15
ILYBINILWY- 11/15
ILY-1/16
ILYBNILWY 4/16
ILY 6/16
ILYBINILWY 6/16
Baby due 3/17
BD 8/16