Life's a Dance-One Step Forward and Two Steps Back

[melweb]

Thanks bttrfly. I will def check into that.

Ok so I may have to eat some crow. It seems H was actually where he said he was. He left receipt out on the counter (on purpose, for me to see?) And there is no Cialis missing.

I might have played a little dirty pool last night. I put on H's favorite jammies. I had no expectations of course, and was not even sure he'd see me in them. But when I went downstairs to make a tea, he was already down there. He chatted a bit and then left. By the time I got back to my room, he had texted "You are very sexy. I hope you know that." I just replied "TY"

At the moment, I am walking a fine line between distancing and engaging. I get accused of being cold and angry when I distance too much for too long, but I don't want to engage too much either, because that makes me feel like what he is doing is ok, and I am enabling this A. Actually, its usually him that tries to engage me... he had to show me some facebook videos last night, then called me into his room to watch a program about Travis Roy-- I know his story and have seen it 100 times, but whatever. And he always pokes his head in to tell me to have a good day as he leaves for work. Again-- not reading anything into this, but actions, not matching the words

I am looking forward to my line dancing class tonite. Should be a blast!!