my wife can't decide (II)

[WillDo]

I just needed her to feel bad one way or the other. I don't think she feels that bad. She had scheduled it long before. I don't want confrontation. Especially based on me going through her things. I will wait for her to come back from the concert and be comforting.

And again I am vetting. I have nowhere else. It has been tough keeping my mouth shut and putting up with hurt.

I want to save the marriage.

Again thank you for listening. I know I don't make sense and can't cope with anything.