Hi Scrant, sounds like you guys had a good day with the exchange programme. Yes, it must be hard on your W to see the outputs from that...
I always think aspects like this (a Mum not being involved in events like this and still not 'turning back') does show how broken some of these WAS's are. If you are in a good place within yourself, I don't believe you would ever make such a choice because that is too much to give up.
Anyway, it is good to get to a place where you are not even thinking - did she see this or that - but that does take time of course and I think you are on the right track. Just bear in mind, the less you do 'with reference' to her and the more you do because it suits you, the better.
Hope you have a good week my friend x
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We receive & we lose, and must try to achieve gratitude & embrace with whole hearts whatever of life that remains after the losses - Dubus