Bleh- so h was messing with his Facebook. I got a notification that h tagged me in a life event.... Stating when we got married. I thought to myself, "what the heck is that all about?" Of course it showed up on my timeline and people started asking if we were back together. Well, he quickly went in and changed his relationship status (which is what I think he meant to do in the beginning) and changed it to "it's complicated". Why even have a relationship status? And really how is it complicated? Its not. It really isn't. He chose to not want to be married because he didn't love me. I guess it's only complicated on his end, but I'm not feeling the complications over here. Anyway, I have my personal info and relationship stuff all set to private so nobody sees it. I'm wondering why we're even connected still.
It's just a "whatever" thing, but it did sting a bit, I have this anxiety running through me right now. I know it's going to take a while for it to subside. Deep breaths.
Anyway, yesterday's GAL event was amazing!!!! Let's just say it involved a woman with her O.W.N network and said woman was present with a bunch of other inspirational people. It got me good.
Gotta keep the good vibes up this week. I'm moving (literally) and moving forward regardless of my "complicated" relationship. Arg.
Me- 30's H- 40's T-10 M-5 I moved out b/c he wanted space- June 15 D filed by H: September 16
