We are on a similar journey. Keep your chin up. I also love my W but over the last week or two have grown stronger and have been able to assess that life will get better.
I will not stop DBing and you should not also!
I will keep you in my prayers every night!
H-46 XW-38 T-7 M-6 S-9,8,8,6,4 S 11/30/15, I filed 12/8/15 EA 2/1/16 D dismissed 3/24/16 PA 3/18/16 confirmed 4/22/16 XW files for D 4/1/16 - D final 11/17/16 Finally moving forward...