my wife can't decide (II)

[WillDo]

I should speak about myself. But I have nowhere else to go. I know at least somebody will listen. We were on holiday for 10 days. Went well. Even once was called "hero of my life". When we came back, I said I would sleep at the martial bed. She mumbled but I still slept. Tonight went to bed and then after an hour woke up due to jetlag she was not there. She was in the other room. Well sue is right now. She said she couldn't sleep and that I was snoring. I said it will be harder to sleep in that bed. Just nudge me. She said she woukd cme back middle of the night.

And sadest of all, I know she is playing with me. She is probably go yo a concert with OM. I had seen the tickets. She says she will be at yoga but will come with an excuse to get back late.

Really I want to scream out. This is the only place I can ket it out. I have tons to at work, tones to do at home and I can't sleep again.

I read the MLC chapter from the book and tried to hold on Deception is all around me.

I just needed somebody to listen. Thank you.