Starting to do things right?

[PacLove]

You are right, and I have many plans to keep me busy (Taxes amongst one of them :P) but in all seriousness I do have next weekend planned as well as evenings, but the mind wanders all to easily.

I also started to write to her daily, but letters I will probably never send her. It helps me express my emotions and feelings on a daily basis. Perhaps one day if we ever reconcile I may consider sharing these with her so she can fully realize what she has put me through. But that's perhaps a long way away.