Good morning Mu, I have been "away" for reasons I can not explain on a public board, and I will probably disappear again for awhile. I am ok, just need to protect my privacy. I am sorry to hear about your arm, I hope it heals quickly. And your car project sounds exciting, I am glad you are finding some contentment.
Mu, I have been meditating, I am terrible at it, but it really is helping. I was able to read a book for fun, the first time since BD that I could actually focus long enough to get "absorbed" in a book, so that is progress.
Anyway, I just wanted to stop by and visit you, I miss you! I think about you often. It sounds like we are both still in a similar place, stuck and in limbo and not as detached as we should be. This is a long journey. So much longer than I would have imagined when I first started. I don't have much to say but I did want you to know that I am still here, and still your friend. I hope you are staying warm on this cold April weekend.