[mleigh4]

Well, once again, we really get each other Bright. I know what you mean, treating H as a friend who needs help, not really caring about what he thinks much anymore.

Yesterday, after H left my place, I realized I was not watching everything I said, or everything I did, I was just me, enjoying a friend's company....no attraction or thinking, how can I save us? It's a weird place, huh?

I too want to open the communication but not sure how. H has fallen so into "friend" territory, it's hard to think of him as anything more. I like your idea of rereading DB. The last couple of times I tried, I was just not feeling it. IDK, let me know if you come up with any ideas.