Yes, i refuse to let her back in now, she must grovel like i did those first few days.

I took down the wedding pics and my son came to me afterwards and asked me "where are the pics with mom and dad and me?" I never realised that they are so attentive. That made me sad. I dropped the two of them by her cousin and he asked "why are you not staying". Now i'm balling my eyes out. We try so hard to protect our children and even our WWs, but we cannot protect them from life, love and death.

But i need to get the tears out so i can man up when she returns tomorrow. Going out tonight and tomorrow so will not be balling whole nite.

There are soooo many lessons, it's such a short period of time.

Just cos things are going right, doesn't mean that they were always wrong.