Bonjour Rouky! I'm happy for you having had family to see you. It's interesting that you have gotten closer to your siblings. The last year has made my siblings and I very close! We have a group text that we all use to check on one another and cheer each other and offer compassion. Reading your post caused me to send out a Good Day to them.

Not surprised at your fool of a husband acting like a clown. Sounds like he is still deeply lost in the fog. You have no power to turn the light on for him so please don't drive yourself crazy trying to. As for him being too injured to see his kids, I would have to be in the hospital to not go see my children. Maybe there will be a point in his life where he gets it together but who knows?

I hope you are getting a handle on your finances and are able to do a couple of fun things each week. Crappy weather here so not getting to enjoy nature the way I wish but hopefully it is nicer there. Take care of yourself Rouky and stay the beautiful person that you are! Mark

M:53 W:47 M:15 years. S:18 S's: 30 & 28 from previous marriage. BD: 3/14 Divorced January 17.