So this morning she says that "she's going nowhere and she wants to go to counselling to figure things out".

I think its a small victory, but i'm not going to let my guard down. If she wants me in her life, then she will need to make the decision. Until then, I will drift away from her and do more of GAL, it is all about me anyhows, isn't it...?

I'm the one that does not want to let her go.

I love that I have a place to share my thoughts.


Just cos things are going right, doesn't mean that they were always wrong.