Thanks for wishing me a "Happy Birthday" over on Eddy's thread. It really was a nice day. H wrote me a poem! Hang in there, Merrick. You yourself said that my sitch was crazy and you wondered how I put up with some of the alien garbage. Keep believing in miracles!
I don't post much these days, but I lurk around and I always check on your thread. I agree with the others that have warned you not to turn your back. I also like the idea of thinking "ILY" when W is on a rampage. I believe that this is a variation of the "intestinal energy radiation" technique (remember that?). On the days when my H was in need of an exorcist, I honestly would visualize my positive energy and love neutralizing my H's negativity. I saw it as a battle of wills. Good against evil and he eventually buckled under the pressure. I think that I had the advantage (and you do too) because I knew what I was doing. I knew that I needed to remain consistent and that I needed to be strong. He didn't know what he was doing. He just acted and reacted. My CONSISTENTLY positive energy eventually won out because it came from a place of strength. Your W's actions are not eminating from a consistent and strong source. If you remain constant, then you operate from a source of strength too.
It's getting late and I don't know if any of this made any sense. I have to go to bed now because I'm having Lasik tomorrow. Wish me luck!
Christine
I am the master of creating positive energy and love in my own environment. I am the source of love in my life. It starts with me! This energy radiates from me! It gives me strength, courage, wisdom and grace!
