14 days of sheer hell

[DDJ]

I need to be strong, since she's given up. But she appears to have relapsed; at least I had one good day.

She's having to face the reality of the situation now and can't and is again unsure of how she feels. She's even ready to give it all up because my mother has given her a cold shoulder and says "what did i do to your mother".

I guess its back to the tough love. I refuse to be with someone that does not want to be with me. Like many on this forum state, a D is not the end, but a new beginning.

I'm not ready to give her up yet tho, but i need to prepare myself for that day. She is not incapable of feeling love for me, she just chooses not to.