Life's a Dance-One Step Forward and Two Steps Back

[melweb]

Oh my gosh... I love you guys. Thanks so much kml, mleigh an HW. I so wish we could have a girls nite.

Heres the lastest: This morning I approached him, calm, cool and collected, and said this: "I think it is really rude and disrespectful, not only to me, our kids and our check book, but to her kids as well, that you are going there this weekend. I know you are leaving in June and it is for the best, but if the kids ask me where you are this weekend, I will tell them the truth." He bristled about " so much for being honest and I could have just lied." I said "yup" and walked away. Then he caught me before I Walked out the door to say "I'm not going. You're right, its disrespectful and I don't have to flaunt it. I was feeling pretty crappy about it anyway." I just said ok.

HW-- he gets a pretty big bonus in June, regardless if house sells. That is payin off all debt. At the moment we are paycheck to paycheck, so having him get his own place takes money from me to pay bills, buy groceries etc. Plus his company is paying our rent here til house sells.

What if this isn't MLC and the man just truly cannot stand me or wants to be married to me anymore??