I think he is full of them. Many demons in his head. I keep preparing myself for the spew. That way, I know they are words he's said before. So therefore they cannot hurt me.

My MIL is such a great help right now. An absolute rock. I gave her the db book and told her to read it and get on board. And I have lovely friends I have spoken to. Some who say you're worth more- leave him. And those that are closest to me and know h say something isn't right and focus on me and how they can help me get strong.

Me 26 H 25
M 4
T 5
Baby born 4/14
BD: 1/15
EA: 2/15
PA: 4/15
reconciling: 4/15
ILYBINILWY- 11/15
ILY-1/16
ILYBNILWY 4/16
ILY 6/16
ILYBINILWY 6/16
Baby due 3/17
BD 8/16