Ugh I don't think I'm strong in the slightest.

I have family and some strong friends but I guess I'm embarrassed, and admitting to this makes me feel ashamed.

Our boundaries where to make communication key, and get to understand and adhere to each other's LL. For months I've been made a mockery of. Ignored, no affection, barely intimacy. And had him laugh and joke with others, and ignore me. His wife. And I mean blatant ignore. Not look at, not talk to.

I shall try to validate. I'll try to be calm, not cry. And not scream how he's made me feel. I'll accept my part, we haven't changed anything really from the other r before bd#1 but then he also didn't do any soul searching where I did. I addressed issues- and mostly stuck too them


Me 26 H 25
M 4
T 5
Baby born 4/14
BD: 1/15
EA: 2/15
PA: 4/15
reconciling: 4/15
ILYBINILWY- 11/15
ILY-1/16
ILYBNILWY 4/16
ILY 6/16
ILYBINILWY 6/16
Baby due 3/17
BD 8/16