So at home, h comes home. He says hello. I try and be cheery. Kids asleep so he sits eating whilst watching him. I guess I don't want to sit there like a spare part, so I do some jobs and leave the room.

I don't know if this is dbing, but I can't sit there looking like a lost soul with him. I have no appetite, and he's sat eating without a care in the world.

Me 26 H 25
M 4
T 5
Baby born 4/14
BD: 1/15
EA: 2/15
PA: 4/15
reconciling: 4/15
ILYBINILWY- 11/15
ILY-1/16
ILYBNILWY 4/16
ILY 6/16
ILYBINILWY 6/16
Baby due 3/17
BD 8/16