Don't get me wrong, I dread every email and TM from her right now, as she may just drop another bomb on me. That is something that i need to deal with.
I don't think that you will ever trust that person the same way that you did. And perhaps you deserve to be in a relationship where you feel that you can trust. I told my S before she went to the other city that every action has consequences. If that means that I need to find someone that will love me better, then so be it.
I cannot protect my heart, but i can protect my sanity.
Just cos things are going right, doesn't mean that they were always wrong.
