I think I managed to. But he will no doubt try today.
I can't believe he actually felt we could go to a bar and do this. I feel he wanted to go, but also wanted to deliver this chat. By refusing, because let's face it who wants their heart broken in public. I feel I did a 180 at not jumping to his every request. But also laid a boundary that if he doesn't want me as a wife- he doesn't get me as a buddy to hang with.

The chat is inevitable, and I know that he wants to get this done with. I know he's going to bring out the trust thing and use this as ammunition for his decision. So how do I tackle this?

Me 26 H 25
M 4
T 5
Baby born 4/14
BD: 1/15
EA: 2/15
PA: 4/15
reconciling: 4/15
ILYBINILWY- 11/15
ILY-1/16
ILYBNILWY 4/16
ILY 6/16
ILYBINILWY 6/16
Baby due 3/17
BD 8/16